Tomorrow’s “ugly sweater day,” and this is mine. Although, I don’t find it that ugly. Goodwill didn’t have ugly sweaters today, so instead I got a comfy one. I’m exhausted, but I don’t want to sleep. My dreams are not pleasant anymore, my thoughts are more safe. I’d like to stay up all night finishing my book and drawing, but here soon my eyes will give in and i’ll crawl into bed and feel sorry again. What if it’s not what we think it is? What if in the end it was all just a lie, and we wasted our time and words for nothing. You think that I am loyal and trustworthy, but I have been searching for a new happiness every since I left. How do you expect this to work out? You live 700 miles away.  

Tomorrow’s “ugly sweater day,” and this is mine. Although, I don’t find it that ugly. Goodwill didn’t have ugly sweaters today, so instead I got a comfy one. I’m exhausted, but I don’t want to sleep. My dreams are not pleasant anymore, my thoughts are more safe. I’d like to stay up all night finishing my book and drawing, but here soon my eyes will give in and i’ll crawl into bed and feel sorry again. What if it’s not what we think it is? What if in the end it was all just a lie, and we wasted our time and words for nothing. You think that I am loyal and trustworthy, but I have been searching for a new happiness every since I left. How do you expect this to work out? You live 700 miles away.  

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