that feeling is coming back again.

remember that lonely feeling all summer? it’s coming back, and it’s coming to destroy you. please don’t let things to the way they did again. you can’t just keep blocking yourself, and blocking others. how are you supposed to try new things? isn’t that what you always say you want to do? to just get out and do something NEW.. here soon the winter will come, and that homesick feeling will take over. i am feeding on the same thoughts, and each time they get less detailed then how i thought they were. my thoughts are fading, and i’m too tired and effortless to try anything else.

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